11.30.2008

Family.
Friends.
Weather.
Jealousy.Loneliness.Love.Isolation.
"NEWS-SPLASH"

My father had a couple of friends over last night.
drank like crazy.
Washroom = "puke room"
and my bedroom is right next to the washroom.
Heard drunk old ppl puke all night.
the sound's not very delicious.

Next day(today)--
my dad was too drunk to go to church.
my mom and him had an arguement..
and BAM!
fighting again--
just like they did b4.
i don't want to repeat history..
but it seems to repeat itself..
and for teh conclusion.
my mom's sleeping in the couch..
0_0 with the baby.
isn't it suppose to be my dad on teh couch?
well w.e
makes no difference.
they're still not sleeping together..
wwwooowww~


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friends.friends.friends.
which ones are my real ones?
why bring drama into a life that's already full of drama.
lately i've been watching countless dramas;
i guess in my own twisted way--
i was trying to forget the drama in my real life;
by living the ones in tv.
hmm -- im that kind of person.
easily drawn into a story.
fake or real.
im still drawn into it...
makes me forget everything.
but once its over-
BANG!
snap back to reality.
things that i 4got while watching 1 hour long episodes.
come flying back to my head;
like a boomerang that was thrown quite a long time ago.
this is what i've been doing this whole weekend.
waiting for something to happen.
hmm..

i guess a carrot can't grow legs and walk away from the bunnyrabbit.

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for the past few days..
its been raining hard.
wind blowing..
water dripping.
glasses fogging.
hmmm; it might sound quite stupid
but i get quite depressed when i wake up..
and the rain is all i see outside.
the sound of water as it drips from object to object-
*ping-ping-ping*
and the mixed smells the rain brings..
makes me feel exactly like a doll.
empty.
hollow inside.
emotionless
and lifeless.

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and to top it off.
wow~ so lucky im a teenager =]
with all these things happening~
i have to have weird messed up thoughts:feelings:and emo-times.
there are times when i want something that i can;t have.
times when i feel like no one wants me around.
times when i want to eat something..
but i have no idea what the heck it is 0_0(lol)
and times when i just wanna sit down under a tree with friends.
doing nothing;just breathing and listening.
waste of time? hmm--
iunno to you; but you should try it.
quite relaxing.
last time i remember doing it with friends was...
8 years ago.
lalala =$

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tomorrow in schoo
i'll prolly be all emo.
not talk.
not dance.
barely eat.
#@!%#(*&)_&)%&%$^%(*&)^!!!!!!!

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I'm so tired of this.
I'm so tired of this.
I'm so tired of this.
I'm so tired of this.
I'm so tired of this.
I'm so tired of this.
I'm so tired of this.

I hate going online..
having 50+ friends online..
yet i find only 2-3 ppl..talkable.
most of em are just colleagues.
accomplices.
people who are just there.
fillers.
not everyone i can share everything to.
often..
i ask myself.
" If i died today-- who'd go to my funeral? "

" Who are my real friends? "

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FYI.
if you didn't know.
I was never "going-out" with Jessica Cho.
t'was just a small prank that went out of hand.
from time to time id say i am.
cause everyone won't stop bugging and asking.
gets tiring after hearing the same question 100times every time shes brought up.
we're nothing else but best friends =]
*spread da word*
"I like someone else"
seriusly.

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meow~
even with all these things running around my head;
breaking stuff, tearing apart my books;
spilling water everywhere--
there are still good stuff happening to meh xD
I'm still Alive.
aren't I?

found love.

found yogurt.

=)
found a new friend&&kept my old ones.

rediscovered my love for classical music.

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luvey-dubby section.
lalala (8)
yo!! =]
wassup?
shout out to you <3 style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);" size="5">i miss your
face
mouth
ears
shirt
eyes
nose
laff
smile
ahaha everything =]
you.

EXCUSES
can't call you because =

I GOT NO MONEY TO BUY MINUTES.
"why not just use your homephone?"
ya right buddy-- my parents are filipino.
the "hey who was that? - what where you talking about ?
- do i know this person? how did you meet them?"
culture/race.
its too hard to bypass-escape these questions.
too risky my friend.
so yea..
msn it is?
=] you're one of those ppl i wish were on everytime i am.
well.. itss really really early(1am)?
guess i should go to bed.
talk to you later.(k)

11.29.2008

<3
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<3
wo xiang nian ni de xiao rong
=)

11.28.2008

When in anger--
do not let your actions be controlled by your current emotion.
think before you move.
choose the proper words.
is it worth it? or not?

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Aujourd'hui

Fridae-Frieday-Friday-Frhaedae- FRIDAY.
it was raining like crazy today...

i feel the snow coming ><

tis the season to cuddle!
*i wish you were here with me*
meow - woof.

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woke up --
showered.
packed my lunch.
went outside.

walked back inside.
brrrrr too cold.
asked for a ride.

changed my lunch from instant noodles to bread+nutella.
lalalalala - food control 8)

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MMK firstly
this SEMESTER i have 4 subjects.
4 subjects each semester.
2 terms in each semester.
2 semesters in all.
8 homework pieces a day is too much.
school district changed the curriculum style.
its working pretty well.

this term i have
"Math"
"French"
"Socials+English"
"Dance"

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For lunch time~
the dance studio was closed
cause there was a substitute. QwQ
the Senior-Dance Team practice was canceled too.
no one to supervise.

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OOO YAAAA
&&& for Math class//
we had a substitute teacher also.
ahaha -- she teaches @ an Elementary School
"Hey wassup guys, I' m a Kindergarten Teacher -- so my Math is pretty Rusty"
rofl
i traded names with the guy next to me for a day xD

she was pretty nice tho.
always smiling
and talking...

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Afterschool --
t'was raining still...
i think there was hail.
walked home with couple of fwendds.
stayed @ library for a while.


we were planning to work out =]
ahaha 2.50$/person wohoo ~
but there was too much people.

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Took it easy today--
looked @ things in a different perspective ^^
someone told me to take it easy and enjoy life for the meantime.
balh balh balh blah x10
wohoo!

!!!!!CELEBRATION-!!!!!!
finally you're all done >=]
hope you did good in your projects <3
you seriusly gotta fix your sleeping cycle bro =)
remember that i'll always be there
&&&that i'll always wait for you ;)
(and help you in anyway i can-- if that's even possible lmao)

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SHOUT-OUT TO

Camille Visco

&

Jazi Pantoja


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---- just because the frog didn't jump over the fence
// doesn't mean he wasn't able to ^^

you can be the smartest person in the world,
but that doesn't mean you'll be the most successful.
just relax about your grades.
everyone knows that you're smart and capable =)
we have the power to learn ^^
we're lucky that way.
&& don't let anyone tell you what you can;
and what you can't do.

last part Applies to you too
" Vonah Sanqui "

11.27.2008

In life,
you'll meet a lot of friends.
"hi-hello" friends.
"hey lets hang out" friends.
and "hey,---whats wrong?" friends.

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They say-- "you only get to keep a couple of your best friends."
During high school, your paths get separated/ and so does your classes.
ahaha-- your best friend last year...
might stop talking to you ---
maybe because of class separation?
or lost of interest in friendship.
you never know.
but try not to go paranoid about it =)
life's too short to worry about yesterday--

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Shout-out's to:
Jazi Pantoja

Vonah Sanqui
Jessica Cho

Bryce Torres

Gilbert(JR) Patoc

annddd you can't forget the best cusin ever.
JEN BUTAC

HOPE NO ONE GETS separated~
lets not get isolated.

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Todae.
hmm~ woke up with a much better mood ;)
was hyped todae xD
was dancing with more energy.
Had a french test.
Had a math test.
both sucked ><

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the math was easy--
but somehow i got all confused 0_0
last 5 mins was when i started understanding the questions....
and i had about 10 questions left >< i think-- i got 5 wrong. atleast

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foe the frenchy test.
0_0 i didn't like it since it was the one we had for a practice test..
i know it sounds easier-- but to me,
it was harder trying to remember what i wrote yesterday 0_0

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dance class went by fast~~
watched " BBOY PLANET"
t'was pretty dope.
so much power+style moves in 40 mins 0_0
wow.
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for humanities~
lol = we had 7 ppl missing,
ahaha we got the teacher to give us a free day =)
SWEEEET.



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<< SHOUTOUT to "YOU" >>

hey looky that--
2 more days till you're all DONE
woohoo!
=) gotta show me some fotos of your project soon =)
MMMMMMMMMMMMKKKK?
ghar ghar
hope you're doing fine ^^

ahaha no eating too much =P
i hope you had a good day today-- like i did =D
don't forget to smile x)

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