12.09.2008

suddenly
my time stopped ticking.
and again;
i find it hard just breathing.
do i need to be trivial?
hmm; so much for survival.

going into deep depression.
somehow;
waiting for some comfort session.
alone inside,
its so hard to decide;
let alone hide, what i feel inside.
yet all the time in the world;
couldn't measure how much i have to hold.
although i'm still grabbing on;
feels like there's nothing left to wish on.
for you who held on;
still there?
or have you moved on?
feeling sick inside.
does it show?
it's so hard to hide.
amazing how much time;
can give me such a hard time.

my hands;
so cold,
my eyes;
left unfold.
warm lights,
shed towards my sight--
a warm embrace;
left within the empty space.
waiting for night;
to savor the light.
hmm;
then there's me--
alone left to sleep,
left with something so deep.
my heart striving so hard.
the pain;difficult to hide.